Saturday, January 7, 2017

The Hero: A Eulogy to the Living Lost







                    Time decides who you meet in life, your heart decides who you want in your life, but your behaviors decide who will stay in your life.The most beautiful thing  in this world  is to see your loved ones smiling and knowing that you are the reason behind that smile. Giving importance to all your loved ones is the most precious thing in the world, who treated you as their family and who guided you when the times you are down.And having what you have right now is the greatest gift from God but too many people overvalue what they not and undervalue what they are and they just only realize what they had after they lose it so hold on of what you have and never ever let it go. And  if time will come that they will be apart from us and it's truly hard especially they were always there for better or for worst.
                    She taught me to love, her love, kindness and care, everything is unexpressed. She was my best friend and throughout my life she were always there especially the time I needed her the most.A tender smile to guide my way and the sunshine to light my way, she were the greatest unconditional and infinite love I've experience.Without her I will not be a heart kind person and it was all because of her.Thank you so much Tins for guiding in a right way and for making me what I am today.

                    She were my hero who catches me whenever I fall and a teacher who teaches me in being a good person.Her smile, her laugh, her cries all of it I missed that each passing day I pray that sooner or later we will see each other again like it never happens.The memories we built together I still remember, how much I enjoyed our last moment together  and how much I can't wait until the next.The joy you bring to my life is immeasurable and as long as I have you, I will always have everything I need to be happy. I missed you a little a little too much, a little too often and a little more each day. And whenever you are not around, I feel like a part of me is missing.Thank you,sorry, I love you and I missed you so much Tins.

Monday, January 2, 2017

Sonnet 1

Monday, November 14, 2016

You’re like a mountain very tall up high
When you were here it feels like paradise
Doing my best to reach you makes me sigh
That time in my heart really wanted to rise
I have really damn loved you from the start
You make my day complete and meaningful
Seeing you happy with her broke my heart
And inside I’m dying it’s so painful
I wonder if you are thinking of me
Even if you already took a vow
Cause what’s in your eyes I don’t really see
And I’m really overthinking right now
                From my heart, now I have to let you go
                And forget this love you will never know